AngelofAngels666

You make me fucking crazy, i want so bad to hate you but my heart only feels fucking love. fuck i cant handle this i wnt you out of my mind and gone or back in my arms. fuck its dumb how much i need you and miss you and want you. i roll over in the morning expecting you to be there next to me to kiss and hold. it breaks me that you are not  fuck please come back please im nothing without you im lost please find me please save me again please fuck

I'll miss you and the way you laughed. The way we would tease each other till the other gave up or gave in. I'll miss our random conversations about nothing and everything. I'll miss sitting on the couch at teen camp laughing at the dumbest things cause it was 3am. I love you so much and i will miss everything about you. I hope wherever you are now my friend that amazing smile is on your face. you will always be in my heart and a part of who i have become. Rest in Love Mark and may i see you again someday

Is starting to slowly realize just how hard it is to grow up. It's funny, as kids all we want is to grow up, we get so excited to hit double digits, and our teen years. but once we get there, all we want is to go back. I can say there has been many a day that i wish i could go back to be six for even just a couple of hours. I love being around kids, enjoying there imagination, watching their innocence. I miss the freedom, the innocence, the ease of it all. Sometimes it fun to get down in the mud and not care if you get dirty. :)  So to all you kids out there, to be in such a rush to grow up, ya there's a lot of good parts to be an adult, but